{"id":1874,"date":"2025-08-27T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2025-08-27T13:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.imaginarygardens.org\/?p=1874"},"modified":"2025-08-26T16:28:59","modified_gmt":"2025-08-26T20:28:59","slug":"endling-part-i-a-visit-from-an-old-friend","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.imaginarygardens.org\/index.php\/2025\/08\/27\/endling-part-i-a-visit-from-an-old-friend\/","title":{"rendered":"Endling, Part I: A Visit from an Old Friend"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"seriesmeta\">This entry is part 1 of 5 in the series <a href=\"https:\/\/www.imaginarygardens.org\/index.php\/series\/endling\/\" class=\"series-39\" title=\"Endling: A Serial Story\">Endling: A Serial Story<\/a><\/div>\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\">By Draven Copeland, Editor-in-Chief<\/h5>\n\n\n\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Introduction to the Story and Dedication to My Friends<\/h5>\n\n\n\n<p>Hey everybody! First, thank you for reading, I&#8217;ve been very excited to share this story with you for a while now. Before I let you have the rest, I wanted to include a brief explanation for the story and it&#8217;s upcoming parts (a total of five, by the way). <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I began writing &#8220;Endling&#8221; over the summer of 2025, soon after the death of my grandfather, who I was very close to. A lot of the characterization of Johnny was based from my experience living with him as he suffered from cancer-induced memory loss and confusion, a very emotional time for me that I had to create something from. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>After I&#8217;d finished many drafts of the full story, I lost another person very close to me. My best friend, David Simanca, tragically passed away on June 6th this year while boating with co-workers. Going through the process of grief wasn&#8217;t new to me, but it was very different losing someone suddenly compared to the slow decline I&#8217;d seen before. Although I didn&#8217;t end up changing much about the story itself, I think some of that grief shines through in the small edits I did make since then in finishing the piece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I want to dedicate &#8220;Endling&#8221;, in all its parts, to David Simanca and my grandfather, David Willis, both of whom meant the world to me and who I&#8217;d like to create this world in memory of. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Thank you,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Draven Copeland, Editor in Chief<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"870\" height=\"580\" src=\"https:\/\/www.imaginarygardens.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/photo-1530576224787-491411e471b5.avif\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1876\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">It&#8217;s not looking good out there. | Emma Steinhobel (Unsplash)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cJohn,\u201d a familiar voice spoke out of the vast sea of delirium.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John\u2019s eyes rolled around in his head, first searching to find the real world around him and then grasping for the memory his mind was desperately trying to attribute to the voice. It was a few moments before he realized his eyelids were closed and, as he slowly willed them upward, the bright sunspots in his eyes became dark holes in the faded white ceiling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He didn\u2019t understand where he was, at first. Achingly turning his head to the left and right, he managed only a few degrees in either direction and only vaguely comprehended the pale, sterile room around him. The back half of the bed he was lying on was tilted forward to support his back, putting him into a half-seated position, and there were sheer blankets lazily covering the lower half of his wrinkled and sagging body. An electronic beeping steadily rose in volume around him \u2013 or his brain was just now catching up to the fact that it had always been there, steadily reporting every pulse of his heart.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pale gray light emanated from the sole window to his right, and in the one corner of the room that the light didn\u2019t reach, he was able to make out the dark form of a young man seated on a chair, watching him. As John\u2019s vision slowly came to him, the man\u2019s features seemed to form out of the shadow.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The young man\u2019s face was boyish but emaciated, appearing ghoulish as it leaned into the pale light while shoulder-length dark brown curls of hair fell around it to hide the skeletal image in their shade. His gloom-filled eyes were surrounded in what was either unnatural bruises or messily applied eye-shadow, and his lips were so thin and pale that John wondered for a moment if the slit in his face was a mouth or a scar.&nbsp; His slender frame was arched forward in the chair, as if he anticipated that John would do something incredible at any second<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOh good,\u201d the young man said, his voice airy but full when he made it so, like a singer whose smoking habits were starting to catch up to them. \u201cI caught you before\u2013 well, I\u2019ll not spoil it for you, old friend.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He chuckled softly to himself, his voice failing him as he laughed. He gathered himself again and leaned back, settling into the chair. Out of the light now, his dark clothing and the dimness of the corner made him appear again as a shadow, save for the slight twinkling of jewelry on his hands and face and the dark twinkling of the moisture in his eyes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John\u2019s body still largely uncooperative, he was unable to respond to the young man with anything beyond a slowly exhaled breath. His eyes began to widen with fear the more he tried unsuccessfully to force his vocal chords into action, and the man in the corner held his skeletal pale hand out to calm him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t strain yourself\u2026 you haven\u2019t spoken in months as far as I\u2019ve heard,\u201d the man said. \u201cI\u2019m not here to hurt you, if that\u2019s what you\u2019re worried about. Quite the opposite, actually.\u201d Another wispy chuckle, and then a short but performative gasp of realization. \u201cOh my God. You probably don\u2019t remember me. Dementia will do that to you, but hell, you know that a lot better than I do, man. Or maybe you don\u2019t. Well, you do now\u2026 for as long as you can remember, am I right?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John\u2019s mind swam, and he had a creeping realization that his body was feeling very sick. The harder he tried to think, the more his body felt like it was falling through gelatin, and nausea began rising within him. After the young man finished another chuckle, he continued again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m Luke. We were friends years ago, if you can remember.\u201d Luke paused for a moment, and when there wasn\u2019t any response, he added: \u201cI really hope you do.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John did, but only to a certain degree. Although he couldn\u2019t remember exactly who this young man was or how he knew him, the name matched the face and the face was almost too familiar. It seemed completely unchanged from the elusive memory John\u2019s mind couldn\u2019t bring to bear, even though he felt nearly certain that the last time he\u2019d seen Luke must have been decades past.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cLuke\u2026\u201d John was able to breathe out, the dust in his throat halting any sound in his voice. His tone made the name sound more like a confirming question than any form of recognition, but Luke smiled all the same when he heard his name repeated, the slit in his face widening uncannily slowly in the darkness.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s right, Johnny. Phew\u2026 I was honestly worried you wouldn\u2019t recognize me\u2026 or that you wouldn\u2019t be able to reply at all. That really would\u2019ve been unfortunate\u2013 for me, at least. I\u2019ve got all of this to tell you, and I\u2019d never know if you\u2019d understood me or not. Or, worse, what if you had questions? I\u2019d never know if I got through to you. I\u2019ve been telling myself that, either way, I\u2019d get this off my chest and that that\u2019s what mattered. But I\u2019ve got to be honest with you, Johnny, I really, <em>really<\/em> wanted you to hear this. Or understand it, rather. I\u2019ve got lots of time to talk to brick walls ahead of me, trust me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI knew you,\u201d John whispered, his vocal chords still too rigid to give sound to his voice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYou did. And, for a little while, we were very close.\u201d He threw up his hands in a form of surrender. \u201cAs friends, we were close. Don\u2019t worry though, I always knew you wanted something a little more out of it even if you never made a move. Would\u2019ve if I could\u2019ve, trust me.\u201d Another laugh. \u201cOur paths separated suddenly one night, and trust me, it was the best choice you ever made in your life. Out of the couple years of it that I was there, at least. You didn\u2019t see me ever again after the night in the alley, and I made it a point not to see you again either\u2026 and, until just recently, I kept that promise fairly well.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Luke leaned forward in his chair, his faded blue eyes catching in the glints of sunlight that made it through the curtains of his hair. The dark around them that John had thought might be makeup was now certainly dark bruises around his eyes; he looked as if he\u2019d either been recently beaten or had not slept in months\u2026 or both. 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